Speechless

There are many times when I know how to say something in French and /or Korean, yet I can't figure out what to say. I just sit there thinking 'what am I gonna write down or think about?' and it just feels like eternity while I'm deciding. It's like you just learned these new words, or something new about grammar but can't figure out how to use it on your own without any guidance. This is one of the downsides to having nearly no French and Korean speakers in my area, hell in my state! To sum it up, I've been left....speechless.